The knitting thing is kind of bizarrely fitting. It's the sort of thing that sounds stupid when you say it but totally works when she writes it.

as far as I'm concerned Cam always knows he just doesn't always act on it.

Yeah, I gues that's what I'm trying to say, in a way. He's known that he cares for John for so long that it's not something that needs thinking about any more, it just is. I don't know - Sheppard is a lot clearer in my head than Mitchell.