I tried this. My face was scrunched up like I'd sucked on a lemon.

In honor of which, I give you my lemon icon :)

So now I wonder how the two pieces mesh and the way these two are in denial.

The original one is about a few months after this - I think at that point, John's given up hoping that Cameron actually wants to sleep with him, rather than just comfort him, particularly since as far as he knows, that's all Cameron's ever wanted. If that makes sense.