I skimmed this fic because I'm starting to really dislike the pining!john fics. I'm ready for him to move on. Let McKeller have their marriage and 2.3 kids and their unevitable divorce. I want John to be in a happy relationship with Cam or OMC. Why aren't there more stories where he's happy? The only one I can remember reading is 'Never As Bad As Anticipated Until It Is' which I loved. I'm feeling kind of lonely lately... :)