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It's a sad state of affairs when Crhistmas music is making you cry and you don't even know why. I think I'm just homesick - my parents are coming to visit in a couple of weeks, and it's been arranged for about a month and a half, which I think is actually making me miss them more, as bizarre as it sounds, because I feel like I've been waiting forever for them to come and there's still two weeks to go.

Plus, also, my boss at one of my jobs turns out to be a total prick who basically just told me that if I'm not happy about my job completely changing from what I applied to do, I should start looking for another one. Which, in a way is right, because it's his choice what to do with his staff, but I'm not used to working with people who make me feel quite so worthless and disposable.

And I have a cold and a sore throat and just generally feel like death warmed over, and absolutely cannot take a day off either job this week because it's so busy, so all in all, it's probably not a surprise that Christmas music is making me cry.

I think I'm going to go find a nice loud, car chase movie where no-one dies and there aren't any schmoopy happy endings and watch that while I poke at my sg1_jubilee story in the hope that it will start working for me.

ETA Which I'd totally forgoten until it popped up as I was posting this - what the hell is the angry face in the blue lj menu bar at the top of screen supposed to be, and why is it bouncing around and glaring at me?