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Do you ever feel like there's a story that you want to write, but you don't know what that story is, other than that it's not any of the things you think you want to write? I want to write something about John Sheppard and relationships and sex and friendship and family that might not be with the team, and negotiating an agreement about sex and... But my usual process of just start and see what happens isn't working for me, and it's nagging at me in a frankly irritating fashion :(