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[bluflamingo]

So, I've gone through the 'I hate her, I hate her, I never want to deal with her again, I hate her,' stage, and the 'I'm so frustrated and fed up I want to cry' stage of being around my boss at one of my jobs (all today, I should add) and now I'm at the sort of numb stage. Explaining why would take way too long - I've been in the job for a year, and it's been building that whole time - but suffice it to say that I really need a new job. I swear, if she had the ability to physically fix me into a mould so I could only do the tasks strictly listed on my job description, she would. Since when is motivated staff with ideas for their own and the organisation's development a bad thing?

In other news - why is my download of Numb2rs taking so long? I want new David and Colby and Liz and Nikki, damn it!

And in brighter news, because my Cam ficathon fic is depressing the hell out of me, partly because the subject is depressing and partly because writing it is like wading through toffee, which isn't a feeling I've had while writing for a while - maybe because I haven't written Cam pov for an extended thing in months?... Um, what was the start of that sentence again? Right - nonmcsmooch is open again, and I want to write something for it, so if you've got a non-John/Rodney kissing prompt you've always wanted to see written, leave it at my mercy? No guarantee I'll write all of them, but I'll try for at least a couple.

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[scrollgirl]

Oh, that's right! New Numb3rs! *goes to download*

Prompts:

John/Cam, meeting as teenagers at a carnival
Ronon/Jeannie, mistletoe
Ronon/Jennifer, last chance to be wild
Sam/Jeannie, geniuses at work
Teldy/Mehra, locker room gossip

[scrollgirl]

Also, I forgot to say I'm sorry work is so awful. Your boss sounds insecure, really, if she's so fixated on people only doing their assigned tasks and not doing *more*.

[bluflamingo]

John/Cam, meeting as teenagers at a carnival

Can I borrow that for something else please? I have this idea for my Cam ficathon story (well, for a second one) and I needed a starting point - could I used that?

Sam/Jeannie, geniuses at work

Ooh, yes. Now that's giving me ideas.

Ronon/Jennifer, last chance to be wild

And this is making me think angsty pre-wedding to Rodney cheating fic...

[scrollgirl]

Oh, definitely! Steal away! I would love to read John and Cam meeting as teens, I think they'd click the way teenage boys often do simply because they like the same football team.

I'll admit to liking the idea of Ronon/Jennifer cheating fic ;) Actually, I may have a cheating fetish or something, because I keep plotting stories in which John cheats (kind of, but not really in his heart!) on Cam, and Cam finds out, and it's all sturm und drang. Basically, I love it for the angst and epic emotions.

[bluflamingo]

Actually, I may have a cheating fetish or something, because I keep plotting stories in which John cheats (kind of, but not really in his heart!) on Cam, and Cam finds out, and it's all sturm und drang. Basically, I love it for the angst and epic emotions.

Cam :o( There's nothing like cheating and terrible breakups to bring on the angst... well, other than killing them off.

[scrollgirl]

They wouldn't really break up! No, I couldn't have that. There would be angst and the threat of breaking up, but they'd get back together. I'm not that much of an angst fiend ;)

[ninja007]

It was my supervisor and one of her cronies, who assisted in bringing me down. I now suffer from PTSD due to a terrible molestation case I did an investigation report on, compound stress, and their sadistic and cruel antics. Nothing happened to her, but I do know from a good witness and from what I've seen, that she now suffers from guilt.

Good.

Employers and supervisors can be complete shits. You have my total support.

((((HUGS))))

[bluflamingo]

What you went through sounds terrible - much worse than my situation. Thank you for your support.

[(Anonymous)]

On whether or not it's worse is a matter of perspective. It's awful what you're going through and having to deal with it is just a pain in the ass. Working is hard enough, but they add all their bullshit to make it miserable.

It's not worse more for me or less for you. It just sucks for both of us. Putting a quantitative measure on it will only get you errors.

Don't belittle what you're going through. I don't.