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Ugh. This fic is about to hit 4000 words, and I just want to skip from where I am to the end. I have *no idea* what happens in the middle, none. I'm not actually sure I know what happens at the end either, but, ugh, I did not intend for this to become the epic Colby/Lorne you-can-always-rely-on-your-friends fic that it seems to be becoming.

Also, I need to stop writing this and start writing my sga_santa fic, because I swear, I dreamed the basic premise for that story last night, which is freaky on a number of levels, and also because I have two weeks alloted for each of the three Xmas exchange fics I'm writing this year (hopefully, none of which will turn out to be either 25,000 or 12,500 words, as two did last year) and this is week one of my two weeks for sga santa.

Yes, I'm anal about planning these things. It makes me feel better, and also planning is what I'm good at. I'm reconciling myself to the fact that I have to play to my strengths and this is one of them.

It's entirely possible that I just need more sleep (and not to dream about John Sheppard. It was an incredibly freaky dream).

I really want to fling this fic on your mercy and whine now what? but I will resist. Hey, maybe I can dream the next bit, which at least would be less freaky than dreaming John Sheppard!