bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (ford)
Monday, January 2nd, 2012 06:19 pm
I got three lovely stories written for me in holiday exchanges this year:
The Witching Hour (1212 words) by faviconhavocthecat
Fandom: Stargate Atlantis
Rating: General Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Laura Cadman/Teyla Emmagan, Kate Heightmeyer/Elizabeth Weir, Ronon Dex/Evan Lorne
Characters: Laura Cadman, Teyla Emmagan
Summary:

It's midnight on Atlantis and everything's all right.



Moving Day (2045 words) by favicontielana
Fandom: Hawaii Five-0 (2010)
Rating: General Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Characters: Kono Kalakaua, Jenna Kaye, Danny "Danno" Williams, Chin Ho Kelly
Summary:

Kono and the guys help Jenna move into her new apartment. Except that the guys have been delayed and it's just Jenna and Kono.



Restoration (4228 words) by faviconperspi
Fandom: Hawaii Five-0 (2010)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Chin Ho Kelly/Steve McGarrett
Characters: Steve McGarrett, Chin Ho Kelly, Mary Ann McGarrett
Summary:

Sometimes restoration comes when you least expect it.




Which means I should really link to the stuff I wrote, but that's going to have to wait for another day - I can't wrap my head around coding all the links today.

To my amazement, I don't have anything I should be writing because there's a deadline coming up (which probably means it's time I got my act together for another round of Cam Trope Fic). Instead, here's a list of things I'm hoping to get written in 2012:

Stargate:
1. The thing I started as a pitch hit for 2010's secret santa, in which John doesn't go back to Atlantis after the Return, and ends up with Cam Mitchell, with a sub-plot about how he was involved with Rodney and it fell apart because Rodney was scared and couldn't get over his insecurities about John having to keep them secret
2. Dysfunction verse future fic, in which John and Cam get their happy ending (and a dog)

Hawaii 5-0:
3. The one where Danny totally knows Steve likes him, doesn't like Steve back and knows Steve knows this, and is trying to avoid talking about it
4. The thing I started which is a post-2.10 AU in which Jenna lives and about her and Lori trying to learn to relate to each other (because to Lori, Jenna's the girl who nearly got her friend killed, and to Jenna, Lori's the girl who stole her spot on the team even if she didn't).
5. Something about Steve and Chin before Steve joined the Navy, and then the awkward conversation about what happens now they're working together years later
6. Sequel to Building Family

Other fandoms:
7. The White Collar AU where Alex is Diana's CI, and Alex and June's daughter get up to criminal high-jinks together while looking hot
8. Firefly: sequel to Gone where Bridget finds Kaylee
9. Possibly something about Ariadne and Philippa in Inception - mainly because that film has far too many men in it, and I want to write about the women
10. Something Colby/David, from Numb3rs, having just watched season 5. Possibly a post-season 6 AU in which David stays and takes over leading the team, and Amita and Colby bond through online role playing games in which she mocks him for being terrible

Plus, I've been saying everywhere that this is going to be the year in which I write my space moles novel, and get upgraded from MPhil to Phd with my studies; start a queer writers group, get paid to run a writing course, volunteer more. Be more involved in activism - I want to start a Lesbian Feminist Collective, because I feel too gay in feminist spaces and too feminist in LGBT spaces, but I don't know how or what we'd do. Of course, the trick might just be to gather people together and see what happens.

So, that should keep me busy :)
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Teyla: sticks)
Wednesday, March 23rd, 2011 10:05 pm
I just submitted my PhD application, and it seems likely that tomorrow I'll hear about the fate of one of my jobs. I also have two job applications in where the closing date just passed so I'm waiting to hear if I have interviews ofr either of them.

Excuse me while I just go explode in a ball of nervous tension.

Which, as it happens, is not really the right mood for trying to write my angsty, sad SGA reverse bang fic. It's the perfect mood for writing the "reserves doesn't mean out" H5-0 fic I have in my head, but that's not what I'm meant to be writing.

Also: while leaving prompts for [livejournal.com profile] queer_fest, I just realised I've never written a female characetr centric fic for that challenge (closest I got was one section of a three section fic, which doesn't count). Gonna change that this year, and also for my [livejournal.com profile] sgagenficathon fic (though I'm not sure what I'm going to do with that one. Maybe Cadman/Lorne friendship, maybe something with Vega and Keller.)

None of which is relevant to what I should be doing, which is John-centric angsty fic.
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Default)
Thursday, March 17th, 2011 09:42 pm
There's an anthology looking for 'swords and sorceressed' stories (original fiction) which I really want to write something for, but my brain is refusing to offer up any suggestions.

So I throw myself at your mercy: leave something in the comments (word, image, song, character name, whatever) that might inspire an idea.

And with all the ficathons around at the moment (own up, who still hasn't started their [livejournal.com profile] satedan_grabass fic?), maybe other people get helped out too. Or maybe you repost this in your journal for something you're stuck on, and it becomes one huge explosion of inspiration.

Or something
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (canal under bridge)
Tuesday, January 11th, 2011 10:39 pm
This story can fall off a cliff for all I care, if it means I don't have to finish the damn thing. I'm contracted on spec for it though, so not an option.

The sad thing is, I'm within a thousand words of the minimum WC (10,000) and I know what's going to happen and I just have zero interest in writing it. Why, why, did I write myself into an ending that involves more explicit sex? Don't wanna write it!

You know the last time I actually wrote a sex scene? November the freaking 2nd! So long ago that I had to look it up (and yeah, I know I said I was writing gay porn in the coffee shop last weekend, but they never actually got to the sex part so it doesn't count).

But if I finish tonight I get to go meme posting happy tomorrow. Yes, I have weird treats, wanna make something of it? :)
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (C/J: wistfull)
Thursday, October 14th, 2010 05:36 pm
1. I'm not signing up for yuletide this year. I mention it here so that when I start wavering, one of you can remind me that I said I'm not. I'm way over-committed this year.

2. I am, however, signing up for sg-flyboys. I can't not! Which reminds me, I meant to ask if they'd include Lorne this year, and now it's too late. Next year (though I said that last year, and look how well that turned out!)

Deadlines list:
Cam Mitchell Ficathon fic - I know exactly where it's going, which might be why I'm not feeling much enthusiasm for writing it. But I'm not dropping out of my own ficathon, so that'll have to change! 2 Nov
Crossover exchange fic - it's going. I sort of know where it's going as well, which is nice :) 12 Nov
3-ships fic - no prompt yet 10 Dec
Sheppard HC exchange fic - I have no idea what I'm going to write for this! It's not even a bad prompt, I'm just....stuck 15 Dec
SGA Santa - no prompt yet 29 Dec
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (C/J: wistfull)
Monday, September 20th, 2010 10:21 pm
Anyone else, I have no problem launching pretty much straight into "and so, there they are, in bed together."

Why do John and Cam require 3000 words of build-up before they'll get it on?

Them and sex, I swear - nothing but trouble.
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (C/J: lover in the doorway)
Sunday, August 22nd, 2010 08:33 pm
Dear John and Cam,

You're supposed to be talking about buying a house together. If you could stop having sex while discussing one of you's fantasies and get back to the big, life-changing (or not, since you already have a child) decisions, it would be much appreciated. If the word count on this breaks 30,000*, I will cry and it will be all your fault.

Much love,
[personal profile] bluflamingo

*Doubtful, since it's currently 12,500 - although I do have all those back story bits that are currently one sentence notes to actually write, not to mention the rest of the current day plot.

I was so sure this was going to be a low-rated fic for lack of sex. Shows what I know!
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (C/J: wistfull)
Monday, August 16th, 2010 10:40 pm
What Happens Next sequel nearly 10,000 words, lots of stuff still to go. Eep.

Vicious argument with father over law v justice and rape cases. Why don't I ever learn to keep my mouth shut?

Totally hooked on [personal profile] sam_storyteller's new White Collar fic and eagerly anticipating next installment.

Everton FC's uniform is awful.

Not sure how many good/bad things that worls out as, but I'm not resorting to killing anyone in WHN, so it can't be that bad (though poor Lorne's about to have a really bad day!)
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (TWW: Nancy (seriously?))
Sunday, August 1st, 2010 06:50 pm
Like it's not enough that my favourite sandals fell apart, and I couldn't find my blue flip flops anywhere in my flat: when I finally find my red ones instead, it turns out that the rat that's taken up residence in my walls has been chewing on them.

It has to go.

I just don't know how to make it so - it's too clever for traps, and there's no way I'm going to be able to catch it. The rat catcher suggested poison, but, um, it's living in the wall. It'll crawl back in there and die, and my flat is 25 degrees in the summer. I do not think so.

Anyone have any brilliant ideas? The rat catcher did find the hole it's getting in through (I live on the second floor, hence, it lives in the walls) and my landlord would probably come and block it up, but since we think the rat made the hole itself, that kind of seems like it might be the start of a very long pattern of fill hole-no rat-new hole-rat-fill hole.

Also, I'm really starting to hate my John/Keller friendship fic (not because I don't like the story, but because writing it is like pulling freaking teeth). Nevertheless, I will not be defeated. (Not least because, when i finish the cursed thing, I'm going to write the damn What Happens Next sequel and not keep leaving it languishing in an actual paper notebook. That's just sad).

And to end on a cheerful note: sign-ups are still open for the second annual [livejournal.com profile] cm_tropefic (also on dw with the same name, but sign-ups are lj based). It's never too late to sign up to write wing fic (yes, I intend to keep banging that drum until someone does!)
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (C/J: blue)
Tuesday, July 27th, 2010 07:54 pm
I'm writing a John/Keller friendship fic as part of the Dysfunction verse, where news comes through that Cam's lost off-world, presumed dead.

You all know me, doesn't that pretty much sound right up my street? friendship, John/Cam, angst...

So why am I completely stuck and reduced to staring blankly at the line I just wrote with no idea what comes next?!
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Keller: pretty and glittery)
Tuesday, July 6th, 2010 10:07 pm
Ladies Big Bang:


Whee, so close! Only six scenes to go (including the one and only sex scene, assuming I don't fade to black like I did for the other one).

Then femgenficathon fic, then, since I apparently posted the original on 30th September 2008, the sequel to What Happens Next, because I am going to finish it before the two year anniversary of this fic no matter what!
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Generic: Atlantis 'home')
Sunday, July 4th, 2010 12:27 pm
Dear Atlantis fic writers,

If you're going to mention in your story in which John's team is taken captive on another planet that (a) the gate is unguarded and (b) they've been held for the best part of a month, you need to at least acknowledge that they'd expect Lorne to have come blazing through to save them at some point during this month. And fine, he can not succeed for whatever reason, but John and co would expect Atlantis to at least try to rescue them, and probably be worried over why it hasn't happened. I mean, they're busy, but they're not *that* busy.
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Keller: pretty and glittery)
Saturday, July 3rd, 2010 12:23 am


Ha! Two thirds of the way there. Actually, I think I probably have a bit more than 5000 words of story still to go, but I should be finished by next weekend, yay! Not that I'm not enjoying writing this, but I've got Diana/female!Neal kink bingo fic floating around in the back of my head, and I really want to write it, but promised myself I'd finish this before I did anything else.
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (canal under bridge)
Sunday, May 23rd, 2010 01:31 pm
Because I'm hoping that if I write it down, I might stick to it, this is everything I'm going to write before the end of this year.

Things with deadlines:
1. [livejournal.com profile] lgbtfest fic "The problem with having Cameron Mitchell for an ex is that he feels qualified to offer dating advice" 10 June
2. [community profile] sga_flashfic fork in the road challenge, what if John didn't go back to Atlantis after The Return (Carter/Weir) 17 June
3. [livejournal.com profile] femgengficathon fic "I really don't think life is about the I-could-have-beens. Life is only about the I-tried-to-do. I don't mind the failure but I can't imagine that I'd forgive myself if I didn't try" 31 July
4. [community profile] ladiesbigbang fic: Vega/Keller, Cadman/Brown; 1 August

Things without deadlines:
SGA/SG1: What Happens Next sequel/prequel
SGA/SG1: John+Keller, Cam's missing presumed dead (Dysfunction verse)
Criminal Minds: Emily/Jordan, JJ as matchmaker or JJ/Emily, JJ/Will sort-of threesome
SG1: Daniel/Cam psychic bond (probably for cm-tropeficathon if I remember to re-run it)
Star Trek Reboot: Jocelyn McCoy divorce fic
Generation Kill: Nate getting his heart inadvertently broken by Brad
Center Stage: Eva and Juliette post movie bonding, probably for [profile] queerly_gen

Huh. I thought there'd be more things than that.
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (C/j: Atlantis)
Wednesday, May 19th, 2010 10:42 pm
I'm sure it says something unhealthy about my obsession with the pairing, but it's so *nice* to be writing John/Cam again (apparently, I haven't since the end of February). Maybe because I don't have to think so hard about how I want to write them - or not, since this is an AU.

In other words: I finally started my [livejournal.com profile] lgbtfest fic (what? It's not due till June, that's ages!), which I even sort of know what's going to happen, for once.
Tags:
bluflamingo: Amita from Numb3rs, smiling at the camera (Amita)
Saturday, April 10th, 2010 05:03 pm
[livejournal.com profile] femgenficathon is opened up for prompts again. Last year, I had what I thought was a brilliant idea for original fic for mine, which turned out not to be, so I didn't write anything for it. The year before that, I wrote Sora after the expedition lets her go, and my first year, Teyla after Atlantis is recalled for what appears to be good.

This year, my prompt is:
82) I really don't think life is about the I-could-have-beens. Life is only about the I-tried-to-do. I don't mind the failure but I can't imagine that I'd forgive myself if I didn't try. -- Nikki Giovanni (born June 7, 1943), African-American author and poet.

I'm thinking either CJ Cregg/Nancy McNally making a run on the presidency in The West Wing, with a campaign staff made up primarily of the women I've loved throughout the show (Donna, Amy, Kate Harper, maybe Liz Bartlett, Joey Lucas...) or Amita, after she decides not to marry Charlie after all, and he goes off to England, becoming the main math consultant for the FBI (led by David, of course, because he becomes interim team leader after Don quits).

Care to express a preference, before I resort to flipping a coin?
Tags:
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Fireworks)
Thursday, January 21st, 2010 10:06 pm
I'm watching season 4 of The West Wing, which I've never seen before (I stopped watching partway through season 2 when it was airing, I can't remember why, then cried through the end of the last episode, because I'm a sap), and would like to say:

1. Nancy McNally is awesome, and I love how much they all respect her, especially Admiral Fitzwallace. Who is also damn cool.

2. I love CJ. So much. She's amazing.

3. Sam has a different office, right? Or they moved the furniture or something, but I'm sure he used to have a bookcase behind his desk.

4. CJ coming back to her briefing to announce the pipe bomb at the swim meet and all the dead students is possibly the most jarring thing I've seen on TV in ages. There's no indication that it's coming *at all* and then, there. It's very effective.

5. If I was Amy Gardner, I'd have kicked Josh long before now. I do not get what she's supposed to see in him.

Also, [livejournal.com profile] halfamoon is running again for the first two weeks of February, for people to post female centric fic, art, recs, whatever. I'm not going to make every day, but I'm hoping to hit 4:
1. The depressing het break-up fic I was going on about before
2. The Simpson/Cadman fic I started ages ago, which, with (1) will complete the Dysfunction verse.
3. Something about Carolyn Lam.
4. Something about Zoey's secret service agent in season 1, Gina.

If you felt inclined to throw Carolyn-centric prompts (anything but something about her and Landry) my way, I would not say no.
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Fireworks)
Tuesday, January 19th, 2010 07:19 pm
I dropped out of the apocabigbang, mainly because I couldn't wrap my head around the plot, which hasn't historically worked well for me and big bang challenges, am resisting the urge to sign up for SG1's big bang because I can't think of anything to write about (trust me, I'm as shocked as you) and am not signing up for SGA's because I don't have a 40,000 word plot idea.

Which you'd think would cover me and big bang challenges, except that I'm thinking of signing up for Numb3rs' when it opens in February.

In my defence, it's only 20,000 words, and I could do my Colby takes the Washington job au. I even know what would happen. I even know how it would end, I think.

There's just one problem: I don't have any Numb3rs icons :o) Point a girl to a good place? Please?

In other news: I don't know what's happening. I'm writing het. I mean, depressing break-up het, but still. This is why I shouldn't be allowed near a keyboard when I'm down (though it is slightly better than the John thinks Cam's dead fic I nearly started).
bluflamingo: half orange with segments in rainbow colours (Default)
Wednesday, January 13th, 2010 10:34 pm
Oh God, are we doing 'women writing m/m slash are just fetishizing gay male relationships' again already? Really?

Okay, I've missed most of the debate because I don't want to read it, so I can't exactly claim to be knowledgeably commenting about what people are saying, beyond the bits other people are quoting when they link, but can I just say for the record:

Not all of us write m/m, or f/f fic because we think it's hot. Some of us write it because in our world, people are gay, and since we're not going to see gay space explorers or gay marines or gay FBI agents on our tv screens any time soon, we have to write it ourselves, so we do.

Because in my world, Lorne's gay and John's bi, and so's Cadman, and probably Cam. And Colby. I'm not pretending they are because I think they're pretty together, and I know I'm not supposed to read them that way, but authorial intent actually doesn't matter, and I do think they are. And if they are, and it's a relationship story, since they're grown adults, they sometimes have sex, and if I'm bothering to write it, yes, I try to make it sexy, because it should be, as a general thing, like horror should be scary (which is why I don't write it).

I'm not totally sure what my point is, other than 'if I see one more thing about how all slash fic is by straight women either getting off on two men in bed together, or just trying to be edgy,' I shall scream.

Also: gay and bi women do exist, and we do write slash fic, male and female, and it wouldn't kill all the gay men who seem to be complaining about slash fic to remember that once in a while, because the more they don't, the more I'm disinclined to bother to listen to what they have to say, since I don't like being invisible, and I don't like being told off by someone who doesn't seem like they've got all the facts before they started.

Also: fucking talk to me when you're ready to talk about people fetishizing gay women in their fic, if you're talking about it for gay men. Personally, I say, if you want to write any kind of fic, knock yourself out (just don't make me read the het, I get bored), but, seriously, either it's fine to write f/f *and* m/m or it's not fine to write either. And if your argument is basically 'it's derogatory to a marginalised group,' yes, you need to be talking about people writing about gay women in there somewhere as well, no matter how much less prevalent it is. Otherwise, you're not fighting discrimination, you're just complaining (like me, but then I'm not claiming that I'm fighting discrimination, I'm just pointing out what's pissed me off today).

Also: actually, I don't care what you think about me and people like me and what we do for fun. We're not hurting you (which, yes, I do feel I can say, since I'm a gay woman and people write f/f fic) so just leave us alone to get on with it in peace, please.

And no, if you were wondering, I'm not having a great week, and my patience is severely limited.
Tags: