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I've got a whole long list of things I *should* be writing but did I work on any of them this afternoon? No, instead I wrote out in one go this 2,500 word fic that I'm not sure I'll ever post. But I had to get it out of my head - John, who's telling the story in the fic, says that it's not a good story, in the sense of positive, not of well told, and he's right, it's not. I couldn't stand to have it in my head any more.

The thing is.. well, okay, the first thing is that if I don't want it in my head, why on Earth would anyone else want it in their's and therefore it shouldn't be inflicted on the general public. The second this is, though, that it's one of those stories where I'm kind of setting out my stall with regard to my own fanon, and while I've definitely hinted at something like this in John's past, I'm not sure I want to commit to it. Especially since I wrote this as What Happens Next verse. Though it does make sense in that context.

I'm really just rambling at this point, sorry. Go on with your weekend :)